shitty day

today didn't start out shitty.. it actually started nice. the weather sucked, but that was ok cuz i had a lot of work to do inside anyway.

we went to breakfast... i even made good choices and stayed healthy.. went by the fruit market and bought the foods i need for the first part of the week.. rushed home, iron my dress for my concert and made my call time of 1:50pm

i sat thru rehearsal.. and because i was just one of the people on the the concert for today... i only got 5 minutes to warm up and do a sound check. the concert started at 4pm so i sat there for 2:05 listening to people waste time...

so.. the concert begin it went fine. nothing really exciting. it was a concert series for a big cathedral in detroit and i had 2 numbers on it. when i finished playing.. i didn't even stay to hear the rest of the musicians.. i just left to come home.

i was rushing home because my daughter hannah had really wanted to go to the gym with me today, but i knew that i'd be exhausted if we didn't get there until after dinner.

i decided that arriving at the gym before dinner would be a great idea... its still light, most people are home fixing dinner, 5pm is rarely busy at the gym on sundays.

when i got ready to go to the gym.. hannah told me she was too tired to go... so i nearly decided not to go myself, but thought.... what the hell...i'll just swim for 45 minutes and get it over with.

when i got to the gym i locked my purse in my trunk because the gym had posted a note in the locker rooms not to leave anything valuable in your locker. i figured my trunk is secure.. especially since i parked not 50 feet away from the front door of the gym and it was still daylight.

i swam.. showered and was finished in less than an hour.

i went to my car.. opened my trunk... and my purse was gone.

i went to the drivers door and found the door ripped up... the locked removed.. and the window smashed

my passport, license, money, credit cards, pictures, phone... medicine .. my wallet, my purse.. everything i need to live my life day by day.. gone

i went to the gym.. to have them call the police.. and found out there had been 3 other break ins just between yesterday and today.. and probably 40 or more in the last 6 months. no one at the gym bothered to warn people to not lock things in their trunk.

the gym idiot didn't even want to put a sign up on the front door warning people after it happened to my car.. so i made a big stink.. a really big stink.

as i was waiting for the police to come.. i made sure to stand by the front door of the gym and warn people to not leave ANYTHING in their car... everyone i told turned back around and got something from their car..... everyone was in the habit of doing what i did.. because of the locker situation.

i hold the gym responsible for not warning people that this has been going on... but.. blaming them doesn't get my pictures of my kids back.. or my passport back.. or make my life any easier.

i don't have a cell phone now... or a purse, or wallet. my insurance will cover the damage to the car, less 1000 which is my deductible... the damange estimate is proably right around 1000 :| so i'll just have to pay it out of pocket.

i'm pissed and i hate everyone right now.

bill has zero compassion.. the kids are annoyed with me because i can't buy gas, because i can't get money out of the bank because i had to cancel my debit card, and my credit cards.

bill is traveling tomorrow.. and needs his car.. i'm stuck either driving him 65 miles thru traffic at 5am to the airport.. or going without a car for the next several days or even a week. oh..he needs to be there at 5am that means leaving here at 4 :(

i wish i didn't give a damn about things.. but i do..

i will probably loose my gym membership now.. because the gym is very angry that i stood there and warned people not to leave valuables in their car.

i think the gym should have security in the parking lot.. especially if they KNOW this has been an ongoing problem.
fuck.. i'm angry